Showing posts with label birth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label birth. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Forgive me, Internet, as I have been remiss!

So, as you are no doubt aware by now - I had the baby.  :)

Ok, now that I dropped the big piece of news, let me write you up his birth story.  On Friday, October 30, I went in to Maternal Fetal Medicine for my routine non-stress test and modified bio-physical profile (read: they strapped me to monitors and checked my blood pressure).  Well, over the last few weeks, my BP had been rising; I've always had relatively low BP, so this was pretty concerning for me.  Well, on the 30th, my BP at the first go was 160/110.  I also woke up that morning with a headache that two Tylenol never even touched.  The nurse flipped me onto my side, turned down the lights and just had me close my eyes for a little bit before taking it again.  It was still high.  So she waited until almost the end of my 20 minutes NST and then took it again.  When it remained high, she informed me that she would "have to tell on [me]."  Sigh.  So she went and talked to one of the three docs in MFM and they decided that I should go over to L&D triage to be monitored for a while.  They also (of course) wanted me to pee in a cup over there.  At this point, they were only mildly worried about pre-eclampsia as I hadn't had any protein in my urine before, but they were checking nonetheless.

Chad was out in Florissant for some training, so he was (conservatively estimating) about an hour and a half away.  Since I didn't want to alarm him over nothing, I decided not to tell him that they were monitoring me.  I figured that if they just sent me home, it was no harm, no foul, but if they decided to keep me, well, I could call him then.  Fast forward an hour and half of having my blood pressure taken every 15 minutes and peeing 3 times: my blood pressure readings were all over the place.  At that point, they decided to admit me for observation in the Women's Pavilion.  I also (joy) got to partake in a 24-hour urine collection.  Sigh.  So I called Chad and tried to reassure him that everything was okay.  Of course, he left immediately to come back to the Springs and was a nervous wreck.  The Women's Pavilion was pretty nice, and they gave me vicodin for my headache (thank God), though it didn't really work until I got the second dose.  Again, they had to monitor my BP, but they didn't have to do it every 15 minutes.  But still - have you ever tried to sleep with a BP cuff on??  NOT FUN.  And of course, they came in and woke me up at 4 am to get a blood sample.

In the morning, Dr. Klein came in and talked with me.  She said that if they found any protein in my urine, they would begin induction that evening.  At the end of the day, there wasn't any protein in my urine, so they released me home on bed rest.  OMG.  Bed rest is awful.  I have no idea how those women last months on bed rest.  I was on bed rest for all of two and a half days and I wanted to kill myself.  NOT FUN.  Dr. Klein instructed me to call Monday morning to schedule my induction.

Now, let me pause here.  I did not want to be induced.  I had heard no real positives to endorse induction, so that's where I stood on that issue.  But with my blood pressure being so erratic and high, it was more stressful on the baby than an induction would be.  Now, I might be stubborn (okay, okay, I AM stubborn), but I'm not stupid.  I didn't want my baby to be distressed.

So I called Monday morning and they said that I would need to call L&D that evening at 8 pm to make sure that they had a bed available for my 9 pm induction.  Wow.  Okay.  So I called at 8 pm and sure enough, they have a bed.  At this point, I was a ball of anxious energy.  Chad gathered the bags and went out to the Rav, only to discover that the battery was dead.  Damn.  So we get out the jumper cables and leave his truck running for 35 minutes, trying to charge the dead battery on the Rav - to no avail!  Finally, I tell Chad to just take me into the hospital in the truck and he can deal with the dead battery later (we wound up having to buy a new one, it was that dead).  So we get to the hospital almost an hour after my scheduled induction time and they take me to my L&D room.  Bed wasn't as nice as the ones in the WP, but the ones in L&D have to break down.  You know, for when you have the baby.  So go figure that they're not as comfortable.

So about 10:30 that evening (mind you, this is Monday, November 2), they administer the first dose of cytotec.  (It ripens the cervix and promotes the inital dilatation.)  It's a vaginal suppository, so you have to lie prone for quite some time after they place it, hence why my doctor scheduled my induction to begin at night.  God bless intelligent doctors!  They then administered the next dose 3 hours later and a third dose 3 hours after that.  By 7 am, they decided that they would begin a pitocin drip (a synthetic oxytocin, the chemical your body releases to start actual contractions) via IV.  I was feeling NOTHING.  I thought - this is a breeze!  I progress through a few more centimeters of dilatation in blissful ignorance.  Then, at 10:30 am, they decided to break my water.  (Side note: weirdest feeling ever!)  The contractions started to feel a bit stronger after that, but not really.  An hour later, they were upping my pitocin to really get the contractions going.

Everything was progressing along well enough until the noticed that with my contractions getting stronger, my blood pressure was creeping up, and, scary part, staying up between contractions.  My nurse came in and said that she knew I was hoping for a pain-med free labor and explained about my BP.  She said that if I wanted, I could try a half dose of fentanyl to take the edge of the contractions, which should allow my body to relax between them and hence reduce the stress on the baby.  So I consented to a half dose.  About an hour and a half later, the fentanyl didn't feel like it had worked at all and I was starting to get that pounding BP headache again.  I caved.  I asked for the epidural.  (They also gave me the rest of the fentanyl dose, as they would just have to toss it.)

I know I said I didn't want an epidural, but when they tell you that your body is creating stress on your baby, you tend to forget about petty fears, like getting a needle stuck in your back.  Getting the epidural HURT.  VERY BADLY.  But I was able to sleep some after receiving it, which helped me to relax and lower my BP.  (Just for kicks and giggles, I want to throw out there that my nurse said I was handling the contraction pain very well before they medicated me, so I felt proud of that.)  And even though I had a dead leg from the epi, it was totally worth it.  (I have to admit that next time, I'm probably just going to get the epi.)  About 8 pm, the contractions were soo painful that I had to hit the button on my epi - and it didn't work.  It had run out.  It took them a little time to get another bag of the meds, so I was back to feeling those contractions (not so fun).  At 9 pm, they checked me and said that I was at 8, almost 9, centimeters.  I was still waiting for the epi to kick back in and was pretty much mindless of everything else.  Fifteen minutes later, I was frantically paging the nurse because I HAD TO PUSH.  She checked me and was surprised that I was right!  She had me practice push but quickly stopped me.  Apparently, I practiced too well.  They were rushing to page the doctor to come in to my room.  They quickly broke down the bed and had me scoot down to the bottom.  Twenty-seven minutes and one episiotomy later, I gave birth to our son, Wylie Joseph Thorner at 9:48 pm on November 3, 2009.  He was 6 pounds, 11 ounces and measured 20 3/4 inches long.  He was breathing well on his own and crying strongly, so they didn't need to take him to the NICU.




The next morning, they took Wylie to give him a chest xray to check on the CCAM.  It was not present on the xray.  THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT THE CCAM IS GONE.  In fact, it is fairly common that the smaller CCAMs do not present on an xray.  What this does mean is that at about 3 mos of age, Wylie will go in for a CT scan of his chest.  IF the CT scan is clean, we will adopt a monitoring attitude (this is very unlikely, but not improbable).  If the CT scan shows the CCAM (which is most likely will), we will begin to discuss a course of action for surgery.  As I have stated before, not removing the CCAM is not an option as they have a tendency to turn malignant later in life.  But for now, he is having no problems breathing and is a happy baby boy.  We couldn't love him more!

Friday, October 23, 2009

It's been an age!

Yes, yes, I know.  It's been an age since I've written - get over it!  LOL

Let's see - well, I guess the most exciting news for me: I'm currently 1 cm dilated and 50% effaced (this is as of Tuesday, which was three weeks from my EDD), so that's definitely good news.  The doctor said I could go at any time, but more realistically that I won't make it to my due date.  She also said that they would consider inducing me at 39 weeks if I was interested and my cervix continues to cooperate.  HOWEVER - I do not plan to be induced.  I have not heard many pleasant experiences from people who have been induced, so I'm more inclined to let nature take its course.  Don't get me wrong - I am SUPER uncomfortable and would like to no longer have a time-share situation occurring with my body.  BUT - I would like to let Munchkin come on his own.  (Hahahaha - are you all getting sick of hearing Munchkin?  Want to know the name?  Well, soon, my friends, very soon!!  Hahahahahaha)

Meanwhile, it's been great having Chad home again this week.  I hate it when he has to go away - thank God we're now looking at closer to February for the next time he will be gone (6 mos.).  Other than that, there are 11 days in December when he'll have some kind of training to go for, but it's looking like my mother-in-law will be here during that time, so I'm not too worried about wrangling the baby all by my lonesome then.  Speaking of my mother-in-law - she went to the outlet malls by her house last week and bought a bunch of baby clothes.  Now, let me clarify here - by bunch, I mean that the box that arrived in the mail yesterday weighed 15 lbs.  FIFTEEN POUNDS!!!  It took me almost 20 minutes to cut off the tags and remove the size stickers.  But we needed the clothes, so I'm VERY VERY grateful!  She also bought us a 7-pack of pooh bibs (super cute!) and some socks and hats.  Speaking of hats, anyone have a simple (and I want to emphasize simple) but cute knitting pattern for baby hats?  I think I'd like to buy some baby yarn just knit up a few hats for him to wear - so many of the hats we have now are part of an ensemble - it'd be nice just to have some general-looking ones, you know?  Like maybe a taupe-colored one, a light blue one, a white one, etc.  She also bought us a CD of AC/DC tunes reconfigured as lullabies.  I have yet to listen to it, but I almost died when I saw it.  I showed it to Chad and he cracked up as well.  I guess our son isn't going to be stuck listening to "The Wheels On the Bus", lol.

My mom also bought us a ton more stuff (God bless Grandmas!!), most notably one of those Bundle Mes to keep the little man warm on his way home from the hospital.  She also bought us more of the breast pump supplies, so I'm hoping that we get the breastpump!  LOL

I'm really looking forward to my parents coming out here to visit.  Chad just finished painting the spare bedroom this week, so the guest room is completely finished now!  Although, I think I'm going to need to find a new lamp to put in there as the one that is in there now kind of hums.  I'm not sure why, but it would get annoying, so that's something I'll need to look into doing and soon.  And after my parents, Chad's mom will be coming out for a week before his dad comes out and joins us.  It's going to be nice to see everyone and to have help with the baby as well.

Mostly, at this point, I just keep thinking about the baby.  I can see him in parts of our lives, but I know that I have NO IDEA how much our lives are really going to change.  It's weird - I have the pack-n-play set up next to the bed (it's currently loaded full of my craft bag and pillows to keep Hobbes from laying in it - I felt bad for that because she looked so cute, but I didn't want her thinking that she could lay in there - it's for the baby, afterall), we have the swing all set up, though it's currently in the formal living room because we don't really know where else to put it.  But it's hard to imagine him actually being here.  I wonder all the time how the cats are going to react.  I wonder how sleep deprived we'll actually be.  I wonder how long it's going to take Chad to get used to changing a diaper (he's never changed one before!).  I wonder if our little man is going to be a quiet little guy or if he's going to be a world-class screamer.  So many things to think about!  And (hopefully) only 3 weeks or less left!!

Oh, and in case you're wondering, we're probably not going to call anyone while I'm in labor.  It's not like anyone is coming up to the hospital to visit while I'm there, so you'll all probably just wait to hear until after our son is here.  And frankly, we'll call my parents and Chad's parents - they will be responsible for disseminating the information from there.  Okay, I think that's a pretty fair recap for the last week (or so).  Mostly, it's jumbled and garbled just like my mind lately.  Enjoy!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

A Gloomy Day

Well, after another fun night of waking up at 3 am and not being able to fall back asleep until 6:30, I find myself in a weird spot today.

I'm really missing my friends back home. I love Colorado and I love it out here, I love our house and everything, but I really wish right now that we lived closer to everyone. I keep reading in these baby books and online that all of these people will be right there to help you and that when people offer to help to take them up on it after the birth. But that won't apply to us. None of our family are here to help and the only one of my friends who may be here to help out would be Katie Jarvi, but that all depends on her schedule and when I actually go into labor.

I guess I wouldn't feel so overwhelmed by the lack of actual physical support but I still feel like there's so much we don't have yet. If it weren't for my cousin Christina and my mom throwing me showers while I was back home, I would've never had one. Maybe it's just the pregnancy hormones, but I'm starting to feel really negatively about having this baby so far away from everyone back home. Back home I have the support system that all of these books talk about - my family, my friends, my in-laws - but here, I just have friends who I'm not really all that close with. At least, thank God, Chad will be here for labor and delivery. He might have to leave some time in January, but that's still nebulous, so I try not to think about that. And at least my mom and dad are coming for Thanksgiving and my in-laws are coming for Christmas, and Jarvi is for sure coming out in February, if she can't make it out for the birth. She's the only person other than Chad who will possibly be here for that very first part.

I don't know. I've just started feeling pretty negatively about living so far away from everyone who I've known for so long. It's hard, because I can't wait to meet my son and to see Chad being a father, but at the same time, I just feel really resentful of living so far away right now. It's not that I don't have friends out here, it's just that I don't really feel like they are friends I can really lean on. So if you live back home, and I call you up in the very near future, please just be a little kind - I'm feeling a little homesick is all.